Thursday, July 22, 2010

A paper shell.

That's what I feel like... and the only way I know to describe it. Not in the skinny way, but in the totally, completely, 100% drained way. The wonderful attorney I had at the Human Rights place before, retired. Yesterday. The new one doesn't speak English very well... and it was... difficult. This whole entire last 4-5 years have just been surreal. And I'm tired. And they are making this a whole separate case with the 60 day response time from my work, etc. And every day still having to walk into "Hate". And now they're gonna hate me x 2. While we all wait.

How's a tender hearted girl supposed to survive this much stress??

I have just nothing to say about it all anymore. Either way. I'm just spent. Cuz what if... after all this... I lose. What do I do then?


Sheepish Annie said...

Oh, no! I can't believe your attorney retired! That is awful. I'm so sorry. I hope things work out with the new one and that the first impression wasn't the whole story. It's hard to stay positive at times like these, but the best you can do is take it one day at a time. I'm thinking all the good thoughts for you I can muster!

Kath said...

Oh wow - do you have any choice in the attorney you use? Can you file some sort of request to change to a different one based on language difficulties? I would expect that being able to communicate clearly with your own attorney would be reasonable!