What a weight lifted.
And another good thing that came out of it is that my family actually got to read some of the documentation about what happened to me the medical reports, and the where and how the PTSD affects me or what I've truly been going through these past years. Although they saw me in the hospital and they knew it was really bad, I don't think they've ever really known or thought about what it was like for me on the inside... and all the stuff with work and the divorce and everything, they just didn't know until they read what I had and saw the whole sequence of events. Now they understand much more.
I am blessed. And relieved.