It's been a trying week.. at best. Today I had a dr. appt at 8:30 (that I've waited a month and a half for). By 10:00 I was still sitting in the little exam room. At 10:15 I left and went to the front desk. I mean I understand things happen and doctors come across things that take time, but I was scheduled for the FIRST appointment of the day! I even got my blood work done last week in an attempt to get through the process as quickly as possible this morning.
Freakin' RIDICULOUS!!!! Not to mention that since this is mainly a chemo center, for the hour I sat there all I could hear was the extremely sorrowful retching and gagging and moaning of the lady in the next room. All I could do was pray for her... I mean... I had the time.
Finally, I walked out after an hour and 45 minutes of waiting. I was SO angry I couldn't even stand still. I STILL can't, but I need to vent until the xanax kicks in. I told the nurses I don't care who or HOW but I've waited a long time to see this doctor, I need my medicine and someone better get a doctor to write some orders so I can start getting it this week - AND assign me to a different doctor. They promised to do both and apologized profusely. But still.
It's gonna get better.. I know. But today I'm just totally pissed off and pretty much mad at the world.