and still nothing.

This is torture. For me anyway, "anxiety girl". And they know it. Apparently you only get one shot a month at the union lawyer and the union president doesn't answer your red flagged emails. Just sayin'. ::sigh:: I'm seriously startin' to consider takin' time off without pay. I'm almost thinkin' about takin' a month (maybe two) off and goin' down to see my dad. Inshallah - which, when I went to Egypt I think it means something like "God willing". And maybe when I get back they will have figured out what my job is?? Amen. I've got a lot to think about. It makes me tired.

P.S. I want this put in Ripleys Believe it or Not. I just recently found out a friend of mine at work.. not close, but enough. Anyway... because of her religious belief and the one that was the cause of me bein' smooshed in the middle this past weekend - she CHOOSES to not have healthcare that would cost her less than $50 a month. I don't care what your religion - God gave you a brain and if you can get total health insurance that cheap how dare you not??? I still can just not FATHOM why she won't and we argue. Every time we talk. I want to show her my 18 inches of belly scars and ask her if I should not have lived because I was fortunate enough to have health insurance... she didn't really answer.