And I'm out of my mind now with worry. Since baby kitty has been with us she's had a little sneezing issue, but it's getting worse. Talked to my friend today who knows a lot about cats and she says it might be feline leukemia. Oh my God... Please. not this. not now. I just did some reading about it, and it sounds like my friend may be exactly right. And the articles say if one cat has it, they can spread it to other cats with close contact - like my two who share absolutely everything from food to litter boxes. And my big pretty kitty has been sneezing too. I didn't KNOW to separate them and have the little one tested first! I only knew to separate them to keep them safe. If I lose them now, it's my own stupid fault.
Oh please.. if you can say a prayer... I just called the vet and I can't get an appt. until january 31 to have them tested. I'm at work now, but I'm gonna go sit in the chapel until it's time to leave. The hell with this job. I'm totally loosin' it and can't take any more... with my little dog passing, the divorce so new and finding out it was final 2 weeks before Christmas.... I still can't comprehend it happened after all those years, everything at work, bills to be paid, not feeling good and a major and important hearing tomorrow morning that I'm freaking out about - I just can't do it... I have no more strength to cope. I can NOT lose these kitties too. Not now. Please. Amen.