Monday, September 20, 2010

Well, that's the best I can do.

The second complaint stuff went out in the mail today - and "nervous wreck" somehow doesn't seem quite appropriate for what I am... But I've done all that I can. And thank God I looked at it ONE LAST TIME at the post office before I mailed it because of course I was missing a page and had to go all the way back home and get it. But it is done. Now it's up to the Big Man. All that's left to do tonight is date organize some stuff and show up tomorrow without having a heart attack before then, cuz I'll probably have one in the morning.

But I plan to make a decent evening. Replaced the drive belt on my vacuum, got some yummy treats I hardly every allow - like artichoke dip that I intend to dump into a mini cast iron pan and put under the broiler - with baked tortilla chips for dipping. And of course some adult beverages. For my nerves, ya know.

And there's always more of that fudge leftover from the country fair :)

So that's where we're at. Tomorrow I should find out where this multi-year saga is going. I'm excited but mostly terrified. Lord be with me, cuz I'd really like some good news to be able to tell my dad tomorrow. he's waiting. Amen.

Later update: Yeah.. big talker I am. Totally freakin' the hell out over here is the honest to God truth. How am I supposed to go in there tomorrow and drink my coffee with the person I'm basically callin' untruthful sitting three feet away from me? Then I'll have to leave and say "well, I'm leavin' - see ya downtown. Ta-ta!". Really?? ::heavy sigh:: but that could just be the Xanax talkin'.

6 comments:

Stacie said...

You gave it your all. That's something. Hopefully it will all pan out for the best (for you) tomorrow.

I will be thinking about you tomorrow and sending good thoughts your way.

Enjoy your treats and adult beverages. And, have one for me because I don't drink.

Gigi said...

Sending positive energy your way. I'll be having an adult beverage for you later today!
Salute' and good luck

Sheepish Annie said...

I don't think I'd be nearly as calm in your place. Hang in there. You're in the home stretch!

Sara said...

Deep breaths, all day. Fingers crossed for you.

Gigi said...

Thinking of you...

Sara said...

worried. Not a peep.